MEMORIES....

MEMORIES....

Sitting idly as I recollect my thoughts....
I tend to travel down the memory lane..
I squeeze my grey cells to extract some facts...
Which otherwise may have gathered dust..
I try hard, but nothing works..
When suddenly like a hot water spring
It gushes out in a splash...
Floods the entire floor of my heart...
Like a floodlight illuminating the brain...
Lighting up every nook and corner of my mind..
I suddenly seem to travel years back...
Nostalgia prevails to an unbearable extent
As it envelops my heart and soul with emotions
Emotions once empowered and nurtured..
What do I feel..I don't know...
Love, happiness, gloominess, sorrow, frustration...
A mixture of all with the variants in continuous change..
I bent down on my knees and call upon Him...
Help me Lord...to endure it all...
Why do these memories come up in a while...
Why do they wake up after the long sleep they had...
Whats the connection O Lord...
When we have already walked miles away....
Why do You want me to  turn around and contemplate..O Lord..
Perhaps in our lifetime we are given a chance
To turn back into the world of introspection...
Speculate, analyse and correct all faults..
Erase the scars they carried all along
Apply the balm and heal the wounds...
Let them be camouflaged under the shade of bloom..
Seek mercy, solace and peace for once and all..
Decisions once taken are to be followed ...
Path chosen is to be walked upon..
There's no way to contemplation of right or wrong..
Accept everything as it comes on..
Surrender to the Almighty and seek solace...
For its only He who can help unravel the mysteries of life
And help lead to Eternity...